Too much for such a short life. No one should be denied happiness and peace
. Stop sweating for the small things
, BACK OUT, regroup and attack life in a new begining and direction
. Nothing comes for free, you gotta get after it and GRAB it. He's either not man enough to tell his family to take a flying suck or he doesn't want you, plain, simple, cruel, but unfortunately, LIFE as we know it! and either way, he probably don't deserve you. It sounds like to me he wants to double dip. Marry her, keep you on the side for fun.